So i recieved an email 2day from an interested potential father.. He is from Canada and was wanting to know if i wanted to move to Canada to have the baby, then live there for a year or so to nurse the baby.. This was not what i had in mind, i feel so bad letting him down but i want to have someones baby then give it away. i don't mind travelling anywhere short term to have the baby but living in another country and raising the baby for the first year, bonding with it and then leaving it would just be too difficult emotionally.
I have been contacting a couple from my own country, New Zealand. and i think that is who i am going to go with.. Where to next....?.....